triangle mix

by tierra
(los angeles)

i have 2 friends (jus and james) they are both gay and they have been in a relationship for almost 2years. i been knowing james since the 4th grand we our now 20yrs old i met jus threw james about a year ago. james and jus are in a long distance relationship theyre whole relationship they have never met in person they just exchanged pictures and they instant message and text never talked on the phone either. christmas of 2009 i met jus for the first time it was a giving season so i brought him a gift card an we became close after that. he still had not met james in person yet just me. james sent jus fake pictures when they first met over the internet i have no clue why but he did and being that i been knowing james since we were little i promised him i would not tell jus that the pictures were not really of him. so months past and james told jus another lie and i promised james again i would not say anything because i felt like i owed my loyalty to james. me and jus started hanging out everyday and became very close and it made it so hard to keep secrets from him. some way some how jus found out that the pictures of james was fake instantly he got upset with me because i was suppose to be his friend and i didnt tell him but weeks past and e forgave me and asked me and james is there anymore lies he should know about i wanted to tell him the second lie but i was afraid and so was james. me and jus friendship went back to regular we started school together and everything but cool. then he found out about our second lie and he quit talking to me and james i cried so much because i know we were wrong sooner or later he forgave james but not me we see each other everyday at school and do not speak i think he hates me i tried talking to him but he does not want to hear me out i really miss him he was my only friend its been 5 months and i still cry sometimes is there anything i can do to get his friendship back i will do anything