MsTish!

by MsTish
(Pulaski, IL)

Hello World...My name is MsTish! and I would like for my fellow industry friends to help me get this story of abandonment-adoption-abuse- and successout to the world!!

Recovery from abuse is always hard. My Life is Testimony!! The main thing we need to understand is that forgiveness brings peace in your heart, body, mind and soul! Living a good life is what we all want, but sometimes life is harder for some than others. TAKE THE ANGER AND TURN IT INTO A DRIVE THAT WILL ALLOW YOU TO BE ALL THAT YOU CAN BE. It's okay to get it out, but move pass the hurt and forgive because most abusers don't understand, because if they did they wouldn't do the things that they do!...Am I right or wrong?

Lack of knowledge will make anyone perish....victim's too! I f we hold on to something, we will never get past it. Desire to forgive and be set free! I use to hold on to things that really didn't matter at this point in my life. See, we all, that have suffered abuse have grown up and it's all in our past.....Do you get what I'm saying?.....We made it thru! Each one of us carry a story about how we got to the point that we are at in our life now. !

Some are good and some are bad, but we all made it. Now the next step or advice I could give now is take your story and use it to help someone else thru the doorway of healing and out of life's cycle. Be a doorway for someone. Tell your testimony and let people know that they are not alone for one and then form a{n} alliance to help others, that will say...Don't Let Your History Control Your Destiny! I only talk and write out of Testimony, things that have happened in my lIfe. I hope that I am your doorway today to reach out and tell the good thing about your abuser, not just the bad!

MsTish!was adopted in pulaski illinois to a Average family that sexually and mentally abused Her & alot of foster children in that region. I have supplied you with a bio of her and her book and career. PLEASE ADDRESS THIS ISSUE! MANY CHILDREN ARE BEING ABUSED! My mother was skitzophranic and they took all 5 children. I was placed with A wealthy family in Illinois and the mother of the family gambled heavy!!!! ( never at home) The father was a sexual predator, who mentally and physically took my innocense and love away ,without even penetrating me. I told several times of his demonic gestures and come on's......but everyone said i was a product of a crazy lady, so not to believe anything I said. When I got older i left and Went to Tn, and this is where I broke down after recieving my adoption papers. mentally I was incapable of doing anything. I prayed all the time..........The adoption / and sexual abuse I suffered Disabled Me Mentally....As time went on my husband of 10 years brutally attacked me and my 2 sons in Norcross georgia in July 2008. I had went to Atlanta to finish my second gospel CD...( Spirit& Truth )....Then the worse happened...I had to move back home to the people that I suffered thee abuse from and ...I was jumped on...our clothes trew out...they were taking my money and abusing my children...I moved into a hotel with my boys so i could think and try to start over and then the creator stepped in and Began to get his glory....The uniqeness of this story is ..I was a talented child and I was always in things...but My adopted Mother only supported me because of a check the state was giving her...and when the check stopped she asked me to leave...but i have seen his wrath on ALL who mistreated me.....NOW is my time to shine!!!!!