How am I meant to feel?

by mally
(ny)

I have this friend who I adore and we're always together. She's been there for me and vice versa but I don't know if I want to be friends with her anymore. Even though every time I feel I should ignore her and try to slowly break away from her I am sucked right back in because I don't see myself ever not being friends with her.

She's hurt me so many times already and I don't think she realizes it at all. I have this huge crush on a boy and we're both friends with him. Only problem is that she constantly flirts with him and it's not just things she says. She'll touch and stuff and it bothers me because she knows I like him...alot. The even worse part is that she has a boyfriend.

My friend doesn't just do this with my crush either. She flirts with a bunch of guys and teases them. It bothers me because I know that you're supposed to commit to a boyfriend and not flirt with every guy in the way that she does. I have even talked to her about it and asked her to stop flirting with the guy I like. She tells me she'll stop but she never does and now I have the biggest dilemma. Should I stay with this friend or dump her. Either way I am going to end up hurt.... :P