God's Path For Me December 16th 2009
by Joni
(United States)
God's World
Hello,
Just last week I was able to truly look at myself in the mirror, and actually found myself pretty with the right make up..I have been through hell with every male I have chosen to have a relationship with, but have found that positive thinking does not attract negative men....I don't want a man in my life right now I am trying to find myself, and be gentle to myself...I don't think of my relationships anymore as disasters, but as learning experiences....but I am 43 and would like to be with the man I truly belong with...but not until I find myself....I am worth finding and worth caring about..
I have PTSD among other things, I no longer think of myself as damaged, but enlightened by my creator...these things are part of me and make me who I am today.I am very proud of the person I am becoming..Someday I hope to conquer all my illnesses, but if not I will manage them with God's help..
I have forgiven all who have ever injured me, in hopes that I will be forgiven by all who I have injured, unknowingly due to my abusive backround....God Bless all who read this..I hope and pray that you will find strength and hope in my words...Joni Dec 16th 2009
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