Am not adept at gud communication with other. I've got anger issues

by Dianne

MY STORy

I've got serious anger issues. It dominates my thinking, mind and relationship with others. I move around, with a facade, pretending to be very happy. But deep down am soo sad and grouchy. I dont push nor shove ppl, and i expect to get such treatment 4rm others.

Ma ego is bruised, my confidence level dropped. All thanks to my mom and entire siblings. I started out as a young bubbly kid, talented, brilliant and beautiful.

I stood out, was always singled out by ppl, was different 4rm ma brothers and sisters. Then all my wishes started coming thru, ppl loved and accepted me wherever i go.

People never failed to remind my family members of how special i was. I contested in a national beauty pageant @ 16 and a half, and came out 1st runner up. Personally bought a car by 19, 4rm funds being paid as salary. Then envying, jealousy, malice, resentment came to our home. The emotional torture that I went thru, outweighed my triumphs. Even my mother turned her back on me.

I left the house feeling betrayed, humiliated. Not 1 of my siblings asked of my whereabouts, nor raised a brow till date. They've got constant rapports and they get along very well. With dis, am not ashamed 2 pen d nickname; angry woman.